Like seasons will change as time unfolds,
our lives will pan out beyond our control
When all hope and faith seem out of reach
I will stand up to adversity
Riddled with anguish,
dragging my body through darkened days
No desire to carry on,
spare me from this torture, I pray
Dear God, I beg for penitence
Where is the remorse?
Forgive me demons, for they have shackled me
Down, in the depths of despair
Alone, on the verge of collapse
I swear this world will swallow me
as I succumb to anxiety I fall apart
these voices are bleeding me dry,
save me before this takes my heart
As these premonitions continue to grow
I am losing any last sense of control
sick of living in eternal turmoil
falling into an ever deeper hole
with cries for help left unanswered
the time has come to confront me demons
I reject pity
I reject penitence
I will find the strength to overcome